I am doing it. I have survived two hours alone with just the kids and I. This is huge. I feel like I have climbed Mt Everest. This is one of the things I was terrified of not just doing but coping. And I am. Plus I am also weaning off some of my meds so I am also doing it without the pharmaceutical crutch I was relying on in hospital.
(seven hours later)
Now that I have climbed Mt Everest, I have to figure out how to pack up, and climb down and go home. I need to figure out out to stay home. How to stay on track, keep on keeping on, staying the distance and so on.
I take a lot of strength from music and today I am sharing Pink and a song that is very important to me and I hope you will enjoy.
This song is for my friend Kim. A friend who is an amazing girl. She has an awesome sense of fun. She is a cool chick. She has great values and ethics but I must say she has crap taste in chicks. Come on now Kim surely you must agree that Susan Sarandon is one sexy chick. I know you bat for the same team but Ms Sarandon would definitely make me reconsider changing teams. Kim, stay strong babe. You have fought this far - you can fight some more.