Sunday, May 22, 2011

Affirmation Day 22

Dear Warren
Thanks for working a huge day each day at work and then coming home and washing, folding and cleaning up. Thanks for cooking and stacking the dishwasher while I try to come to terms with life back home.  It has been harder than I thought. Becoming accustomed to life out of hospital and that maybe this is how I might feel for the rest of my life.

I appreciate that you do this unquestioningly and without one word of complaint.  You just accept that I am doing the best and believe me I really am trying.  I am trying so very hard.

I am lucky that I have you and that you are so supportive.  I know that the money worries bother you too but you just get on with it.  I am sorry that I fought with you and that I find it so hard.  But I appreciate you more than you will ever know.

Today is a bad day.  Just getting up was like taking the mountain to Muhammad.  But I am up and I have made my own breakfast so it is another day.  A new day.  And a day I will get through.

Love
Laura
xx

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