Four sleeps and I am going home. What does this mean for me. It means continuing with my recovery. It means challenges. It means I will be home with my family. It means I more than ever need your continued support and understanding.
As I have said in an earlier blog; 'you can't unring the bell'. This was something I read in someone else's blog so I can't lay claim to this and it is quite a common saying. Now that it is out that I have been in a psychiatric hospital for several months it means some people, many people or perhaps nobody will be alert for nutty behaviour or maybe not.
Please don't do this. I am as 'abnormal' as anybody else. Seriously really who is normal, what is normal and do you really want to be considered normal? I know I don't. The thing is I will be just the same as before. Maybe a little fragile at first.
Please do not feel the need to tiptoe around me. Talk, act and laugh as ever before. I am the first to make jokes about myself and my 'visit to the loony bin'. Ok - so yes you can't unring the bell but you don't have to listen to it's ongoing vibrations. You can just choose to accept.
Over and out
Love
Laura
xx
Ring the bells
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Everyone is sleeping
Shout at the crowd
Wake them up
This angers deeper than sleep.
Got to keep awake to what is happening.
I can't see a thing through my ambitions,
I no longer feel like God is watching over me
Got to tell the world we've all been dreaming
This is not the end, a new beginning
I no longer feel my God is watching over me.
Break the code.
Concentrate.
Let the doors swing open
See through all your walls
All your floors
Now you're in deeper than sleep
Got to keep awake to what is happening.
I can't see a thing through my ambitions,
I no longer feel like God is watching over me
Got to tell the world we've all been dreaming
This is not the end, a new beginning
I no longer feel my God is watching over me.
When you let me fall
Grew my own wings
Now I'm as tall as the sky
When you let me drown
Grew gills and fins
Now I'm as deep as the sea
When you let me die
My spirit's free
There's nothing challenging me.
More lyrics: http://www.lyricsfreak.com/j/james/#share
wow, good stuff claire bear. And boobrobber laura u always have my support x
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